The Missing Cherry in The Dart Board
Has it ever happened to you? You know something’s up, but you cannot exactly pinpoint where these strange vibes are coming from.
For weeks I’ve noticed a shift in my working environment. Maybe I was merely amassing this general feeling because I was feeling it too. Disappointment and dissatisfaction, that is. It seems like there’s a brewing conspiracy here. Something that could get me fired. Or if not, something is going to happen and I would end up being responsible for it.
I can’t help but feel a bit ostracized or something. It’s not that I feel glum about being left out. I’m kinda used to being an odd one out. But there’s just something in the air that smells funny. Yeah, yeah, one could even take that one quite in literal sense.
I can’t help but more suspicious than ever. I don’t think the people here are happy with me right now. Maybe they feel that I’ve slacked off with my workload? There’s no use itemizing all the things that I’ve been doing. All that I know right now is that as much as possible, I’m gathering enough energy to finish everything that has been dumped on me so far without getting work in the way of other things. Like my life.
What just pisses me off is that there’s something going behind my back and I’m pretty sure that it has something to do with me. I don’t like it one bit. And my intuition with these type of things are hardly ever wrong. This time, I’d like to be proven wrong. Tension at the workplace is the least thing I want right now.
